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6/27/63: Getting my self-respect back. I'm stronger. 6/30/63: Oh Andy, lovely, lovely. 7/1/63: 134 pounds. Beginning today--I starve 124 pounds. Dr. Krohn, 1:30 p.M. (Figure's looking better.) Andy: 'It excites me to hurt U a little.

8/20/63: So humiliated by Andy's lack of interest. 8/27/63: Feel like I'm about to explode Eating too much

8/20/63: So humiliated by Andy's lack of interest. 8/27/63: Feel like I'm about to explode Eating too much

It was all Andy now.

11/23/63: Palm Springs.

Andy acting ugly. Complete indifference. Scene at his house. I'm hysterical.

The datebook ended five weeks short of New Year's. A sheet was clipped to the back.

Woke up feeling slightly nauseous & groggy. Hallucinations, inferiority complex, aching limbs, stiff neck, (surely liver damage) resulted from pills.

10/8/62: Cried myself to sleep. 10/9 to I 1/10/62: doodles and incomplete notations. 11/11/62: Continuous hysteria. Deepest depression ever. 1 2/3/62: Wide Country--6:00 A.M. call (location). 12/4/62: Andy Prine--doll 105 pounds. Andy. 'Raincheck. I 2/9/62: Andy. 12/1 1/62: Andy. 12/12/62: Look thin. 12/13/62: Andy. 12/i8, 19, 20, 21, 22: Andy--and no other notations.

11/25/63: Ate to oblivion.

Karyn jotted down some book tides. They were psychoanalytic texts.

Beside them:

The datebook ended five weeks short of New Year's. A sheet was clipped to the back.

11/27 or 28:

11/1/63: No Andy--spyed on him. 11/2/63: Went to his house--selfish, independent, inconsiderate & thoughtless. Never gives & unpenetrable. 11/4/63: I hid in attic; then sat outside in cold for 2 or 3 hours. Wish I were dead. 1 1/8/63: Dr. Kroger-- cried in his office. 11/9/63: Eating all day & night. 11/10/63: Can't stand it--I'm losing reality. 11/11/63: Call Andy--sex. 11/15/63: 2:00 P.M.--Kroger. Happy & up. Wore pink skirt-- Admiring looks.

Really MAD at the Son of a Bitch. For the first time, I really dislike Andy. He shows no consideration or understanding & he humiliates me. 8/18/63: How dare he not make one concession or show any feelings?

Woke up feeling slightly nauseous & groggy. Hallucinations, inferiority complex, aching limbs, stiff neck, (surely liver damage) resulted from pills.

11/25/63: Ate to oblivion.

11/27 or 28:

Andy acting ugly. Complete indifference. Scene at his house. I'm hysterical.

Karyn flew to Chicago for Christmas. 12/28, 12/31 and 1/1/63: Andy called--'I love you.

Karyn tanked auditions. Karyn shopped and ate and saw shrinks.

The datebook ended five weeks short of New Year's. A sheet was clipped to the back.

3/25/63: Andy picked me up 5:3o. Lovely love--ate at DuPar's--Back & lovely love. 4/ 9/6 3: Eating much too much. 4/11/63: I love Andy Prine. 5/21/63: 12 P.M.--Dr. Kroger. Gave me weight capsules. Finally get a 'lift.' Appetite's inhibited. 5/30/63: Andy distant--me terribly possessive and weak.

1/17/63: Met Andy for lunch. He was attentive. Wide Country--Andy was brilliant, I was an EXTRA. Felt depressed. 1/20/63: Andy--aloof. 2/5/63: Tense & anxious over Andy's attitude. 2/11/63: Me tense, blurred vision. To Dr. Getzoff (pills) with Andy. 2/19/63: Must maintain my own identity; not become his door-mat. So useless.

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